jUSt a UTopiA
Why they hate us so much? What did we do to deserve this? Why they want us to change? Why are they like that? Why the hell are they like that?

I can hardly believe how in so many countries gay people are still seen as abnormal, sick, sinful and undesirable people.

I can hardly believe that are still families that kick out their children just because of their sexual orientation.

I can hardly believe how gay people suffer from bullying all the time at school and nobody does anything, cuz even teachers are homophobic.

I can hardly believe that faith is taken away from gays cuz they are not allowed to belong to a spiritual community since they practice “erverted activities” worthy of the fire of hell.

I can hardly believe that in my country, in my land, we are hated and rejected just because we feel in a different way. We’re all brothers, we we’re supposed to love each other, to live together in peace in this world. But I’m kinda thinking that it’s just a utopia.

So many times I’ve felt tempted to yell out loud that I’m gay and that I’m so freaking sick of their prejudices, that I’m tired of pleasing them, that I’m fed up of lies and pretense, that I’m gay, that I like it and that I’m proud of it.

But so often it’s not that easy, I’m still afraid of them, I’m still afraid of their rejection, I’m still afraid of loneliness.

Anyway, I’ve felt those things yet I haven’t told’em, so I find it kinda useless to suffer in silence.

I think it’s time for me to be real, only that I dunno how.